Sienna must have gotten a cold and so kindly passed it on to me. At least I was able to finishing reading Pride, Pregidous, and zombies. I loved it. I couldnt get through The Pride and Pregidous because it was much too boring. I might revisit it just to read anothother classic. I love reading but it has proved much more difficult with an active one-year-old.
Reading is entertainment when funds are low. I am switching Sienna’s daycare which is going to cost me way more than I originally thought. I had to pay a registration fee and 2 weeks deposit which is $430. And on top of that I have to pay every friday the weekly fee. Daycare is absolutely ridiculous.
If I didn’t need the money, why would I ask? I might as well just give up on this. …
The sad thing is, this has been going on for ages.
My grandpa was telling me that his family were spat at on the street and called “Fucking Dirty Wogs” and “To go back where they came from” because they came here from Italy. My dad was beaten up at school for being a “Wog” and then he was the only one who got in trouble with the teacher. I was bullied relentlessly at school for being a ” Fat Wog” as well, and this was like a few years ago by some stupid fucks who think they were so fucking smart.
And now that hatred as moved onto the Asylum Seekers again (you’d be pretty fucking ashamed of Australia in 2001-2003 after the 9/11 attacks) and even before that in Geelong the Sudanese community was treated like shit simply for being refugees.
Its a cycle of viciousness and the Government only encourages the behavior. It needs to stop now.
At first this made me angry and never want to go to Australia but after thinking about it, I know there are people like this in America. I still live here but my biggest passion is promoting diversity and helping those who are treated differently no matter the reason.
I can’t believe my baby is one now. And she is just going to continue to grow. It’s so amazing how she learns new things every day.
I have decided that it was a very bad idea to give birth around the holidays. Why did I get pregnant in April! Next time I want a summer baby. PLEASE GOD!
I feel like a chicken with it’s head cut off running around here like a maniac.
- Buying Christmas gifts
- Planning a 1st birthday for Sienna AND Karyssa
- Getting 1 year pictures done
- Getting a picture with Santa Clause
- Sending out invites for the birthday party
- Being a Scentsy Independent Consultant
- Buying 1st birthday gifts
- Having a bridal shower for a friend
- Mom is having surgery again
Please pray for my family. My Mom is trying to prepare me in case the surgery doesn’t go well but I can’t even think about it without crying. I am trying to focus on all of my other tasks and not think about the possibilities.
I am so thankful for the life God has given me. I am just so overwhelmed with gratefulness right now.
Our God is an AWESOME GOD!
He has provided and answered my prayers.
I have a roof over my head, food to feed my child, and a loving family. What more could I ask for?
Height: 29” 4%
Weight: 14 lbs 10.5 oz (14.65lbs) 4%
Head Circumference: 16.85 ” 22%
Since she has such a big head, that means she has a big brain right? :)
Wish Need List
- Baby Gate
- Corner Guards
- Toilet Lid Lock x 2
- Someone to help me put in the cupboard latches…
To be continued…
Went to the doctor yesterday. I am so close to being under weight, my doctor told me to eat more. I am on the last notch in my belt now. There is not where else to go. I hate how my clothes fit. I want my curves back. I feel frail, not thin. Why would anyone do this to themselves on purpose?